Tuesday 23 November 2010

生命的终点

整整一年没有回来这里了, 我还以为这部落格已经不存在.

回来看看以前的post, 可看的津津有味.
最惊讶的是既然有人回复,说喜欢我的文章...小弟感谢您们的支持!

一年过去了, 很多东西也变动了.
车买了, 大学也顺利毕业了! 现在正在修一年硕士...
城市也变了, 到了一个陌生的环境....貌似繁华的诺丁汉先生,你然我一点安全感都没有.
街上的人带着歧视的眼光看着我这黄种人...也惯了, 无所谓, 我只想快点离开!

唯一不舍反而是现在大学的生活. 和同学相处非常好, 课也非常有趣...比起我读学士时跟家投入了!
可惜功课很多~时间过得很快...小时候很想快点大学毕业出来上班, 做大人....现在我却怀念当小孩不用为前途着想和天天同朋友玩的日子.

有时候看看镜子, 我的样子是不是又老了点(量和压力把我给老化了T.T).
十年后的我, 会不会跟现在的名人一样,越老越好看呢? (如果不整, 可以吗?)

为了换回点童心, 我开始看One Piece....
今天看了一集, 他问 人的生命到底如何才到终点...

是被遗忘的时候啊...
就算身躯不再, 只要还有人记得你, 怀念你, 你就还有价值...

"当你见到天上星星,可有想起我?"....听到这句歌词时,我会想起肥姐...
虽然我们不认识, 可是从小就陪伴我成长, 就算她离开了, 我还觉得她是以另一种形式活在这世上的...就在怀念她的人的心里....她的电影电视节目里! 她带个我们许多欢乐, 最近上youtube看到一些抹黑她的video, 就很气愤....不过的确要这世上所有人的爱戴是野蛮点...但彼此也应该有些尊重吧!

当你的生命要到终点时, 你想留些什么给世人呢?
你又想世人怀念你些什么呢?
这问题问得太早吗? 谁知道!

Friday 4 September 2009

The only single 0_0

Haha, quite sometime write in this blog...
I subscribe to Xanga last month, has been updating there since.
Link: http://ukiyashun.xanga.com

However, I will write xanga in HK chinese style, while maintaining this blogger in English.

Back to topic, looking at facebook, Gary, QS, Darius and Matthew are all announced as in relationship. I was so suprise when Matthew status changed, because he never told me anything about it when I was in Singapore during June.

Anyway, congratulation to all lar.... I think if you guys meet together can have 1 big round table..haha.

Well, on another hand, my status has not change yet (what a shame), still single....
God, I need to Ganbatte.....
Sometimes, it just came to my mind is so troublesome maintaining relationship cause time and effort requires.

Maybe you guys should just give me some tip to get girls...haha

Friday 21 August 2009

射雕【胡歌版】不一樣的結局


香港TVB高清臺嘅射鵰英雄傳大結局啦!
這版本我雖然之前有看過,但是再重看也不覺得悶。
在我下午最悶的時候,就會用它來填時間。
現在大結局,真有點不舍得。。

男女主角帥和美就不說,就連配角也很棒。
當然我也不是那么膚淺,只看外表,演員的演技也是暫時我覺得最好的!
主角黃蓉(林依晨)演得超好。
楊康(袁弘)和歐陽克(李解)的內心戲也不錯。
加上有香港資深演員如 黃秋生、梁家仁等飾演黃藥師及洪七等角色。

最喜歡是改版楊康結局。原本因該是死不悔改,因暗殺黃蓉反而中毒在鐵槍廟死亡。
但卻改成被郭靖感動而痛改前非,重新做人,但因為自知罪逆深重而後來被歐陽峰為兒子(歐陽克)上門報仇而打死。黃蓉最后感嘆的說“你的康第終于痛改前非了”。

結局雖被改,但卻被觀眾接受。可能因為新鮮和較勵志吧!
不過,編劇把故事改成這樣,很應該開拍“神雕俠侶”交代劇情吧,最好也把故事改改和原班人馬,不然來來去去都是這樣的故事,就沒有驚喜了。

Tuesday 18 August 2009

Coursework Submitted & 8.8 Taiwan Disaster

Today, I finally decided to submit the referred coursework which I have completed early this month.

Although the due date is 28 Aug, and I did think to wait till the very end to submit the work.
However, after looking through again and again, I just got sick of it.
The only way to remove this heavy rock in my mind is to submit it (once submit, you cannot change anymore).

So now, everything's done...relax!

最近臺灣的風災給我一個很大的啟發。我突然發現自己遇到的困難煩惱跟災民比起來簡直是小巫見大巫。看到被夷為平地的小林村讓我想起去年的四川大地震,真沒想到先進的臺灣會被一次的風災破壞成今。

近幾年來嚴重的災難常常發生,會不會是人類玷污了這塊土地而該受到的懲罰?還是這是上天考驗我們人間還有愛與關懷之心嗎?

有些災民在災難前拒絕撤離,而選擇死守家園。。結果慘不忍睹,一家幾十口,現在只剩數人,其他卻被活埋或失蹤。古老的思想,換來家破人亡。所謂家,只是親屬聚集的住所。房子沒了可以重建,但人死了無論再多的錢也無法換回往日的溫馨。

風災無情,但人間有愛!看到很多熱心卻又不求任何回報或功利的人士踴躍幫忙及給予鼓勵祝福,相信昔日美麗的臺灣很快就能恢復及振作起來!臺灣加油!

Thursday 6 August 2009

TVB d 劇集超煽情

這幾天大多時間都系屋企,電視自然睇得多。
烈火雄心續集都算好睇,如果唔系都不會拍到第3部。

王喜第1同2部都是正派。鄭嘉穎第2部做王喜細路,但戲里比較囂張。
之前劇情都環繞在救火和感情,影像中非常正派。

做到第3部,都不知道點講。很多野太over, 太politics.

1)王喜 - 做野很拼搏,但鉆牛角尖,搞出大頭佛,昏迷左4-5集。醒左對胡杏兒癡情爛打,搞到又出車禍,前一集還說腳有機會回復,今集追女亂開車出車禍 (整架車掉下,撞落人地架跑車,無啦啦整達剌,好假!),腳重要切左先可以保命。沒有腳,救什么火啊。還烈火雄心?不要同我講過幾集篇劇寫又有奇跡,不要切腳。。

2)胡杏兒 - 感情一塌糊涂。。。同鄭嘉穎的感情戲很像睇“天幕下的戀人”. 唔該,這套應該系“勵志片”or"專業人員片"。搞到很像愛情片。。。

3) 消防局內政治化 - (陳展鵬 飾 彭志斌)做消防區長,有錢又花,娶做老婆(臺灣)又搞婚外情。 對下屬公報私仇,抓住鄭嘉穎(高級消防隊長)不放狂打。。D人睇左都不敢做消防!
另外一個隊目(三柴)因為學歷不夠升不到做隊長對上司反目成仇。喂,你沒qualification就去讀多點書啦,起道怨人,香港地邊個政府部門或公司不是靠睇qualification升人ah? 有經驗都沒用,沒證書就no say la! 唔系D中學生會考差都不會哭啦!

總之這套劇很politic很煽情,沒正氣!可能現實哪里都有politics, 但人地下班回來睇電視都要睇到氣,或想起一些不愉快D事。。。還算娛樂嗎?

Wednesday 5 August 2009

焦慮癥又發作!

My old habit or rather illness knocked on my door again.
I just have alot of things on mind, and the worrying stuffs were manipulating.

I should really count them out:
1) Referred Coursework - Will I pass? Can I proceed to year 3?

2) Grades - Will I able to achieve 2.1 for my degree? Can I proceed to master?

3) Accommodation - This is a wish rather than trouble. I hope the new accommodation is cosy and not noisy or lousy

4) Student Society - Will I able to find a successor and enough people to fill up the committee? No more headache issues for me please (but I think it's not possible with my stupid attitude)

5) Relationship - [BLANK]...haiz

Tuesday 4 August 2009

Summer Updates

It has been the second month of my summer holiday.
Supposing this was my last summer holiday (if I exclude the waiting period for Master Programme, well, if I succeed).

This holiday was a heaven and hell for me...

The first few week was extremely blimey, I got to fly to Singapore for 6 days. I tried to meet as many friends as I could (nevertheless, few were not able to due to tight schedule and I'm truly sorry, but anyway, you can always feel my existence either on Msn or Facebook..lolx).

Oh year, Matthew complained my poor usage of English on my blog, and I would try to improve them, but couldn't be blame because I usually update my blog when I was half conscious.

Continuing my heaven story (SG), nice place, delicious food, loads of Chio Bu (美女), but no chance to grab one (**evil**). Everyday was exhausted when I returned to hotel, but it was definitely worth tiring.

I managed to convince my parents to bring them over either on my next summer break or after my master.

When I returned to Hong Kong, I managed to enjoy 2 weeks before my year 2's result was released. The waiting period was definitely a hell to me. The date was postpone from end Jun to mid Jul. Worst still, the overall decision was released and then the results followed few days later. I got a "cannot proceed due to you may have failed 1 or more subject" thinggy.

Then, I started hearing many people failing this and that, even have friends who need to repeat their year 2 and their modules will be graded a "pass" no matter how high they scored.

During my poly days, I had never failed any modules or graded at just pass level. Neither I did fail any subjects in any major examinations during secondary school. The hit really hurts, although there were more who were much more painful, but my high expectation and character really tearing me apart. Although my parents tried not to raise an issue, but when they keep asking me "Has your results released? Will you able to graduate next year? What if this and that?" made me even more upset. Am I disappointing them? Will I still able to get a 2.1 Degree? Will I still able to apply for Master?

For that week, although I tried to act as "No big deal" in front of most, but when it was night and quiet, I always got panic of my result (not released). It's like you knew you were sentenced to death but you just have no idea which method they will be using. I started to get horror dreams, woke up in the middle of the night, and my temper were really bad at that week.

When the result were released few days later (which felt like a year to me), 1 subject failed and required supplementary examination. Another worried aroused, the school changed its policy that international students needa returned to UK to take the examination. When will my examination? Do I need to go back early? Buy an extra ticket? Where am I gonna stay? All these troubles bombarded in my head.

Somehow, I was really lucky...that the school only required me to do a referred coursework rather than examination. That mean I could continue staying in Hong Kong and just submit the coursework through email. When I knew that outcome, I was totally relieved.

Looking back, probably I did not exert my 100% in my revising, or is it because there is a problem with my answering technique? I got to explore and investigate them in this coming school term.

This experience need to tattoo deep in my mind, so that I could work harder in the final year.